Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Have been doing alot of thinking today
About Judo only
nothing else
Perhaps it is time that I really push myself to the limit
IVP is in march
Brown Belt Grading in June
Given my current standard
I don't think that I can survive the IVP
Nor do I think I am of the standard of a Brown Belt.
Now that time is very short
and with 2 coaches in our club
I hope that I will be much stronger than before
And improve on my standard
And given this tight timing
Only by pushing myself to the very limit can I be able to do that
It is time to go Sadist mode
Only that then can really push myself to the very end.
{Henshin! Akira, Sadist Mode!!!}
.::.my endless pain & sorrow.::.
::7:47 PM
