Sunday, January 20, 2008
O well, nth interesting these days...
Then today
I complained to Will bout my boredom...
And he invited me to go to his church for some activities...
2 weeks from now.
2nd feb
But still considering...cause have no idea what the activities are.
Then downloaded Bible Black to torture the class again
wahahahhaha
After that, I just basically waste my time away reading manga
Read Lilim Kiss
Reviews: Quite funny, but at the same time kinda nice although only 2 volumes.
Genre: Romance, Fantasy
Here are 2 pics for u to see (read from left to right)
After that, read Suzuka again
Then I started thinking about my relationship life again...
As a result, I get struck by a wave of emotional pain
Argh, I hate that kind of feeling
It always tend to make tears flow
But this got me thinking
And I can't stop thinking about the girl...
Should I really go back into the relationship world again?
Where my days of darkness is gone?
But on the other hand, I can't help but reject this
Why? I do not want to make the same mistake that I have done before
It will only create sorrow and pain...
Something which I do not want
You can say that I am a coward
Or that I am just being selfish, only do not want to hurt myself
But I do not want to see it, that my friends slowly drifting away and disappear because of a girl?
For everyones' information, this was what happened in my previous relationship. Friends turned against me vice versa. One of the victim is currently in my blog list.No names mentioned. Guess!
Yup...I'm a selfish bastard am I?
Haizz... I just do not have the guts do go into another relationship anymore...
What to do leh?
Bo self-esteem so become like that
Want to let go but cannot...
Argh
Can someone advise me how to get rid of such feelings???
I getting headache over this emotional feeling
.::.my endless pain & sorrow.::.
::9:30 PM